First time without crying. Day 19/365

Today was the first time that J sat for his haircut without crying and without me having to constantly pop m&m’s in his mouth to keep the tears and freaking out under control.  He just sat there and ate two grape lollipops like it was nothing.  It was a proud moment for me, but also a little sad not to feel “needed” anymore. (excuse the low quality iPhone pics)

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Apparently, I spoke too soon.  I promised he could ride the carousel since he was so brave.  The minute the ride started moving the tears and freaking out started until I let him hold my hand.  Double bonus, I got some exercise walking around and around and around and around and around … the carousel while he held onto my hand for dear life.

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